The Muse and I

     For the most part, I rule the writing, at least i like to think so. I know that the muse rules the writing and just lets me think I do. It can be a little off putting when dealing with her. She understands the writing process and the creative process, but she wants what she wants and doesn't care as long as she gets what she wants.
     Addyson is much like another character I have, she wants her needs met and if they aren't it can be like someone takes control over the pen and she gets what she wants. Addyson is very complicated and doesn't want to show just how complicated she can be. Yes she enjoys sex with woman, but its more of a comfort thing. She turned to it after she was raped at 15 by her boyfriend. Addyson was so ashamed of what had occurred that sleeping with women still allowed her to have sex. She eventually began trying sex with men again and sought therapy.
     I do like writing for Addyson and the rest of the Delta group, but I find myself wishing that she would stick more to police work and her family and friends than sex. How do you get an imaginary friend to cooperate when you both want two different things? I've tried working on short stories and nothing doing. When I comeback to her book, she still wants the sex. I don't mind the girl on girl sex, its real life and it happens, but she <i>is</i> married to man and should act as such sometimes.
     *shrugs* Maybe sometimes its best to let a character have free reign and see what happens? Who knows; however, maybe its best to keep them in check as much as possible.